dropping by to blog
It was very long ago since I’ve blog…coz during this period I have lots of thoughts and wasn’t free to blog. Since today I am free I will blog all that I can remember and comment all I want… hmmm…this week school have just started and things have not been on the right track… what do I mean by that…well…today is the fourth day of school and I am still having holiday mood. That is not very good…hate what I am doing, I am just like a car going a very fast speed and suddenly stall and can’t get the engine started…hope by end of the week I can fire up this old engine of my. Oh… I have get back all my common test results…I believe it is GOD’s blessing…and I really want to thank those who have pray for my exam and those have encourage me during the exam period… thank you people… I have score A’s for all four subject. One of the subjects is A-distinction. I am happy with the result…but In order to maintain this result I think I need a lot effort…so I need to fire up my rusty engine fast…haha…. Labels: feeling are hard to ignore...
Hmmm…I also just came back from a family trip to Malaysia, Genting. Well…what I can say about the entire trip was just fun only…haha…may be the reason is I did not really go there to enjoy…but to go there to rest…I play during the first day then sleep throughout the second day…den play a bit and walk about the entire place and then did a bit of planning during the trip too…of cause did try out the casino…haha…before singapore IR is ready…opss…no lar…just to go there see see look look… but the thing I experience is that…people going there to play really need a lot of discipline cause the human mentality is very easily loss its stand…cause if a person win in the start and starting to lose all his or her winning back it is very natural that they want to win everything back again…but most of the time loosing is the ending… take my self for an example…I won almost 100 RM in the start but after a while of playing I lost everything back…so I tried my luck again and that is the beginning sign and symptom of being hook to gambling and that was not my objective…haha…so I stop once I lost around 70 RM… then I just sit around the casino to accompany my mother to play…but I wasn’t not satisfied with the result so I did went in to play again…so in the end I lost a total of 130 RM to that place…but I learnt that self control and discipline is very important if we are going to such places…going there to have fun is ok but don’t throw in all you have…cause the consequence can be very hard to face… btw I came back to Singapore on my own cause I need to conduct the sec 1 first aid camp…all I can remember for the trip was I have very nice rest…haha coz for that 7hrs of journey I sleep throughout… and ya…Singaporean PLS don’t try our Singapore government system…coz there is something happen at the Singapore custom where there is a group of young youth being stop and fine for bringing contraband to Singapore. The whole process of fine took very long and coz my coach to stuck at the custom for 1hrs just to wait for them to pay the fine. Ok enough about that… let’s talk about the camp I just had…we call it the JAC or June adventure camp.
This camp is a camp where there is 2 different running at the same time. One of it is adventure camp and the other is my first aid camp. Hmmm…if you ask me to rate for my camp I will say it should be around 6 to 7 point standard…coz I believe that my Boys have learnt quite a lot…and all this I have to thank Yvonne, my sister and her friend Cheryl. If not my camp wont be that fun liao…
Ok Lar…enough of the blogging liao… got to go sleep …
Anyway I am still feeling lost and sad…I can’t bluff myself any longer…
John have leave his thought @ 10:30 PM
