Back to where i have started !
I am back here again... reason I start writing on blog again is most probably I got no one to turn to ba...so pouring my emotion here might be a good solution...
I had a bad start to my new chapter of my life...I should be feeling over the moon yesterday but sadly I wasn’t, if someone ask me what happen to me... I will sure take a super long time to think of an explanation to tell the person. Well...the fact that I have ORD should make me happy enough to wipe away all the unpleasant event...but seem like I am still affected... well...that’s life to me... enough of that...
Well just to do some updating...hmmm....lets start from what I have been doing recently... I have gone back to be a student once again...haha...now I am a full time student of Ngee Ann Poly and i am studying Aerospace Electronic. if have been 3yrs since I last sit down and study...really worried now...but so far my school is still very normal...as in nothing much had happen...just to share my target and aim... I wish and I pray that I can score a perfect 4 of GPA for my dip... I know it is very tough but I believe that as long as that is my aim and I constantly pray about it I should be able to reach my target...nevertheless I have to put in more effort to study or revise all my work too...
as for the Boys Brigade... I am still active...now going through the officer course call the BOTC...which also mean Basic Officer Training Course...and will be going over to Malaysia for a 2d1n camp...rather excited about it...it have been about 10 years since I was in BB... lately I have also been thinking...is it about time to take a break...take a break to seek what I need to seek, take a break to rest for the better? I really don’t know...
now all I really know is that both my emotions and mentally I am tired...I have ever ask my self what I wan in life but I don’t really know...maybe I have a target I cant reach or maybe I didn’t really set a target at all...whatever my past is today will be a brand new beginning...a new chapter of my life...the following will be my target for this year...
Get a GPA 4.0 for the first semester of my studies.
Improve the relationship with GOD.
Must Up-Grade myself for the better.
This shell is my forces...
Hmmm...it is time to put my words into action...
John have leave his thought @ 12:55 PM
